Wednesday, June 3, 2009

love you is no reason ....


i think my blog nothing to continue le , i think my blog no need to continue aso le , bcoz tis blog is juz open for YOU , but now i think tis blog is not important for U ,bcoz YOU won't care about the things or the voice inside my heart anymore , IF i continue is juz writting to the ghost to see , i hope I can write the blog continue , but I noe the chance is going far and far from me , I noe YOU will leave me far and far away , our memories will destroy with this blog aso , I.....I......I really duno wat can i do , i'm really confusing now , y the sky are black , YOU remember I told U my car is the green teksi who juz fetch U ? I will fetch u go anywhere tat u wan to go , such as like u need me fetch u back from KL tower , I so hapi tat can fetch u back , and u wan go damansara the curve , i'm glad to fetch you there , or we 2gether go watch movie , go cafe eating ,those tat time are only between you and me 2 person 2gether doing anything are my important and won't forget forever those memories , i'm so hapi tat u give me those hapi thing , and I would like to hope again to doing those things again 1 more time is enough, is satisfied , but now I think my green teksi become juz only fetch rubbish and juz left the driver only, I will treasure you sharon , but the thing important is you will treasure me anot ? and I hard and hardworking to treat u good those things isit will become nothing ? or forgotten ? or throw it away to dustbin ? or never become ur memories be4 ? or tats not important for you ? I hope tat no , not , doesn't , won't , couldn't ...the necklace tat u take out isit u dun care about the meaning of 520 ? or u doesn't wanted to wear it again or nothing meaning for u ? hope tat is I think too much ..plz dun be occurs ....u say u won't leave me alone , isit ? u say ur heart got me , isit ? u told me love me forever , isit ? u told me will treat me good , isit ? u told me u will tam me when i'm not hapi , isit ? hope all the promise tat between u and me , u will do it as well , i wish , i hope , i'm really trust you...

I hope tat I'm juz thinking too much, but isit ? haha...impossible , I won't have lucky , I juz keep all unlucky and unfortunately , thX the god give those facility for me , thx ,thx ,thx ,really thx, thx thx, thank you...........haha^^

--〉*你完美得太过火,有太多选择。我还能付出什么?除了爱你,我一无所有

--〉*因为有你在,我已经知足。因为有你在身边,我已经感到无比幸福.

-->*我无时无刻都在想着你,你就住在我心里。我的身边有你,你的身边有我,我们从不曾怀疑。

-->*不要问我为甚么喜欢你,我只想告诉你,[[ 我爱你不需要理由 ]],就是爱你。。。
 
-->*相信爱情有奇迹。都是我欺骗自己


Tuesday, June 2, 2009

*ANOUNCEMENT


*PLS GO TO FIND THE 1ST WRITTING THEN 1 BY 1 READ MY VOICE ... *DUN READ FROM THE NEW POST , READ FROM THE 1ST POSTING WRITTING... *SERIOUSLY , PLZ PUT UR COMMENT IN EACH WRITTING , BCOZ I NEED TO NOE WAT URS OPINION K ? THx yahx...hehe^^
haiz....



I got many voice in my heart tat make me very confusing , I really dun noe who can i tell him or her tat my voice bibi sharon ? , jian hong ? Ashwin ? wai tack ? emily or anne ? or my outside frenz? tat impossible ....but I dun say out i'm so stress now and make me so confusing , so tat i hope i can write in the blog to let off my stress ,and I need to sry for my car , juz now using u to race with other ppl , I noe the exam is coming soon , but I didn't force u to do anythings , juz let we keep it like last time , y sunddenly wan say those i dun like to hear de wor , u always say ur heart got me and my heart got u is enough , but y u always make the range far and far between us wor , plz dun do it again ok ma ? I don't wish u can except me so fast but plz dun buy the tiket for me going to travel , if wan we go to travel 2gether k ?



aRrrrRrRRrrrRRrrRRRRRhhhhhHHHhhhhhhHHHHHHhhhh.............
yeah , saying out all my things really comfortable and decreasing my stress as well , thx blog, I love you so much.......

hmm , ntg edi....hehe^^
2 june 2009

2day early in the morning I have moral class at 8am , unfortunately I woke up late about 8.15 sumthings , so ofcourse I go quikly , but reach there saw my place and bibi place are the different place , so i'm not very hapi , hmm , actually not sad juz a litter bad feel is coming only , so after the moral , i wanted to go bought the chinese herbal tea for bibi , but she can't drink bcoz cough can't drink herbal tea , so its ok i finished it myselves , on the time 12pm I'm going to attend the Office Application , by the way , 2day bibi msg me juz a few time , so i'm angry to call digi services to scold them , finally my line is opened about 1hrs later , so tat I can msg with my bibi , when finished the algebra about 2pm , bibi need to go eating with her mum , so I acc my bibi go outside of the sch and waiting her mum came to fetch her, so 2day i face to face her and sms and talking juz a litter , bibi , i'm very miss u at all ...
after bibi back the time , I go ask the prom king result with jian hong , they say the result had came out and choose 7boy and 7gal , after I heard the news my face edi not there , so quikly run away and acc jian hong eating with radmond and 1 more frenz ...

*Seriously , I need to do the prom king bcoz very important reason , but i failed it , i'm sadness...
*2day bibi need to attend the japanese class exam , so tat hope bibi can successfully in the exam.
*juz bcoz bibi still have cough , so tat I would like to wish those cough can leave bibi and let her recover quikly...

Monday, June 1, 2009

1 june 2009

2day early in the morning about 7sumthings i edi wake up to prepare to go make a new passport , i'm very sleepy tat time and going to damansara to make passport , during the time, i wait edi about few hrs , and can't attend my algebra tutorial class aso , but i call Ashwin to sign my attendance edi....
unfortunely is my phone line is temporily out of call , so i can't sms with my bibi and can't call my bibi during 2day , i'm very sadness and i hate digi so much le , stupid digi ...at the night, bibi wanna to studying japanese homework and algebra , so i juz tallk a litter with my bibi 2day , although i'm so miss my bibi and wanna to hear the sound of my bibi , but i aso let her finished her work , so i juz can only wish her and use my energy to help her in my dream...

*bibi haven recover yet arhx , i'm very worry about her , so hope her and wish her recover immediately bcoz she need to attend japanese exam class on tue and algebra exam on wed ...

Sunday, May 31, 2009

31 may 2009



2day bibi stil staying at JB , at the night bibi going to her cousin wedding party , she told me she can't tahan those guys smoke , wearing same like those house and waiting too bored le , addition is my bibi still not feeling well , so i'm very worry of my bibi , so juz can i do is call she to drink more more water and dun eat anythings tat are not good for healthy ....
at the night , i'm going to my shop to helping my parents , how i noe will argue with my dad bcoz XXXXXX , i'm very sadness , my mum keep helping me aso no use, i'm feel compunction about my mum , i feel i not a good son at all , my heart is very painfull and sadness in the night , back to the home , i very very miz my bibi bcoz i'm very sad , but when i call her , she is on the phone , so i wait almost 45min finally only can talk with her , but tat time i edi no mood to talk so much le , juz wish bibi can comfort me , but her bro in the room with her , so i understand she can't comfort me on the time .....

*I hope my bibi Sharon will recover immediately , bcoz u dun wan let her so senfu , bibi~muackz

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Bibi far away from me

30 may 2009


2day I wake up late about 12 sumthings , after wake up I acc my bibi sharon sms and talk on the phone , hmm , then later about 5 sumthings , bibi sharon need to go JB bcoz her cousin marriage , on the time she going to JB , i'm so miss- ing her bcoz bibi going so far of me le , suddenly I feel bored and a litter sad , hehe^^ but i think can meet her no nid so long ...
at the night , bibi feel not feeling well bcoz got some fever , i'm very tamsam and nervous about she , so i call her to eat medician be4 sleep , hope tmr bibi will recover .....

Friday, May 29, 2009

Recovering

29 may 2009
Recovering

2day the the person who in charge prom king and prom queen din't call me , so a litter scare and nervous now , hahax...2day my bibi Sharon din't attend to the sch bcoz she sick edi , and the night i fetch her go japanese class and yam cha in station 1 cafe , after that she wan me fetch her to go damansara the curve de , actually i went there juz only 1 time , and the road at pj very complicated , make me so confused how to go the correct direction , tol aso paid edi about 10 tol , tis is mine 1st time experience ....
Although i'm so confused on he road , but my biibi sharon juz beside of me , she acc me go here and there , so tat i feel nothing at all , finally reach the curve but is the sadness begin bcoz nid to leave sharon on the time , but on the way back really bored and worry about going the wrong road , but lastly aso reach homE at 2am le....

*Although 2day i'm so complicated and confused on the road , and some bored , some worry , some nervous , but the things important is i feel be worthy, juz bcoz had get sharon worry about me , care about me , treat me better and most hapi is she finally call me bibi in the msg edi , hmMmm.....actually my heart will hapi and recover some juz bcoz sharon promise me tat she will promise to do my gf quikly , tis is important then hole world...

Thursday, May 28, 2009

prom king Audition

28 may 2009



Juz bCoz ytd watch the football match ( MU VS Barcelona ) , so about 3am sumthings only sleep , then 2day 8am class , me wake up late on 8.15am le , so quikly prepare and go to sch....good luck for me is late aso can sit beside of bibi Sharon and can hear the music 2gether by her phone , i'm so hapi on the time...*SWEET* .....in the afternoon , vanessa told me tat the Audition for the prom king and prom queen is held on tis evening 6pm , so then finished my class , I go back quikly and make up myselves to go the Audition , be4 the audition i'm so worry and scare , but during the audition , ppl told me to show all my confidence to the judge ,so i'm dun worry about 3-7-21 to show all my confidence , fortunately is the judge love my confidence so much , hehe^^hope 2mr the result is the good news for me ....

On the time i need to thX ppl
~jian hong
~ashwin
~raymond
~vanessa

most important ppl encourage me
~Bibi Sharon

hehe..^^

My heart is going to recover

28 MAY 2009
Recovering

my bibi treat me better then last time treat me so bad le , hehe^^ ....my heart is recovering edi ....bibi Sharon got choi me in the class and care about me le , i'm very hapi , but 2day bibi Sharon throat pain , so morning when bibi go attend the englis foundation class , i went to buy chinese herbal tea for her and hope her recovering faster , on the time i buy the herbal tea , unfortunately is the ppl using plastic bag the bungkus the herbal tea, so i noe my bibi cant drink finish on 1 time , so i'm so clever go buy a bottle mineral water and drink it all , so can using the bottle to fill in the herbal tea ...

*Hope ~ 1) bibi Sharon recover faster ....
~ 2)hope bibi Sharon treat me as well as she can ^^

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

I believe i can

I din't give up myselves


Be4 i noe Sharon juz a boy who like to play , eat , and sleep at all , and important is i din't think how is my future and wat things nid to prepare or do for my future and din't have direction in my life , so after I noe bibi Sharon , finally i noe wat the things nid i prepare for my future and which correct direction nid me to follow and wat the things make me push forward , its my bibi Sharon , i'm comfirm tat i need to take care of her forever and make her life beautiful , nicer , wonderful , and more more supprises for her , and i need to hardworking so tat i can improve myselves to have the power and ability to protect and take care of bibi Sharon , but until 2day , my direction and all of my preparing are all destroy at the moment , juz bcz my heart give hurt untill so pain like give the knife go in and go out same as the knife house , but i never give up myselves and try to improve back the relationship between me and bibi Sharon , juz bcoz i dun wan be regret after Sharon leave me alone , so i will hardworking to do it my best although i'm very laborious , juz bcoz i believe tat i will suceed to do it....

{no matter whatever heavy raining , snowslide , landslide , thunder and lightning or nuclear coming ...i'm juz wanna tell u I'm waiting u }

y the sky is black ?

25 may 2009
most confused and most sadness day


be4 tis day is 24 may 2009 night , my bibi Sharon talk with her eX bf about 3hrs , tat night i'm waiting her to answering my phone , but unfortunately is i can't tahan to wait her anymore, so straight sleep until morning , means the next day 25 may 2009 , tat day i'm wake up early in the morning and call my bibi to king gai , in the phone i hear sumthings tat i'm not wish to hear it , it is she duno how to handle of us , means me and her eX bf , on the time i'm so so so unhapi and so so so sadness , finished the phone i went to sch to attend my class, then , in the class i'm juz dreaming tat is bcoz my direction suddenly lost away and i'm very confused duno wat can i do , and i'm so sry tat din't talk with my those brO tack , hong ,and ashwin, they try to comfort me but me din't hearing wat they say and treat them not so good , when finished the class nid to drive back to home , on the wa to home , i'm not concentrate to drive bcoz i'm dreaming and thinking my things , so nearby my house i drive so fast by using single hand and another hand is using to sms with my bibi Sharon , On the time i din't on belt and juz litter space to bang the police motor , then ofcourse eat money , most unfortunately things is my pocket juz left 1 rm50 , 1 rm 10 and 2 rm1 only , so ofcourse the pig police won't get my small money...finally reach home , then i ask the god y wanted to punished me and make the sky dark and grey , on the time i really confused ....

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

So Confused

23 may 2009

Tis day my bibi Sharon go trip with tarc college student , early in the morning we sms still very sweet and hapi , but till afternoon she very angry bcoz she very tired and dislike those mosquito bite her sweet blood , I try to comfort her dun be sad or unhapi , later going night about 7 sumthings , she call me fetch her and her frenz back , in the car she tell me about big problem between me and her and her eX bf , so left 2 of us then she only begin to tell me wat the happen between all of us , the problem is her eX bf suddenly msg her many bad things , make my bibi so sad and so confused tat duno wat can she do , On the time I reaaly hate her eX bf so much so much , On the time the day , Sharon treat me begin more and more not so good than be4 le , and on the day the time , I become more and more sadness.....

The highest feel drop to the shortest feel

21 may 2009


Juz after 20 may 2009 , means juz after the celebrated with Sharon , tat day duno y i saw her sitting with CT , and jian hong drop a hint to me aso , begin I dun believe CT wanna to chase Sharon aso, so tat time I'm very confused , duno wat can i do , my heart so pain and and sad bcoz Sharon feel nothing to sitting beside of CT , so on the time begin I'm so angry with CT , bcoz I really scare really scare ....so tat night Sharon say watch movie with me , i'm so hapi to hear tat , so I back home and search the time of the movie and wait her finished class to go watch , but tat day she reach home her mum scold her and dun let her come out , On the time, I'm really sad and no mood , but lastly she aso talk the phone with me about 2hrs sumthings near 3 hrs liao , so i'm satisfied aso and feel ntg.....

I LOVE YOU 520

Most important Memories in my life
20 may 2009


Finally reach 20 may 2009 , means chinese words 我爱你 ,I expect tat day very very long edi , so before tat day means 19 may 2009 , i'm back from sch edi 4pm sumthings , so bathing quikly and go to buy flower and a box of star tat are make from paper and the sweetheart necklace to her , all the things is thinking seriously to buy de , bcoz all the things is come from my feeling ....
On the day 20 may , we finished sch about 2pm sumthings , so I fetch her to "tan cha wu" nearby leisuremall de cafe , inside the car I was edi gv her a present tat star make from paper , I though she will get supprise and cry on tat time , but i can't do it as well , she get a litter supprise and juz hapi , however , i dun let her stop the supprise immediately , when we reach nearby the cafe , I gv her a present of flower , i though on tat time I can suceed to make her more supprise and cry, but I din't do it my best , she juz supprise again but din't so affect her , tats is ok , then we begin to having our sweetheart lunch , after finished the lunch , we went back to the car , then I gv her the 3rd supprise to touch her , I gv her a sweetheart necklace to her , tat time I though I can really affect her to cry , but finally my mission failed , she juz supprise again , but alhough she din't cry , but edi affect her to remember all those things tat I really seriously use my heart to make it , I'm very hapi and satisfied on tat day , I won't forget tat day and tat time we 2gether ....I love U

The Story begin about M.leong and Sharon

I love Sharon
The Story is begin on 4 may 2009


The 1st time i saw Sharon is on the orientation day of UCSI , On the time i saw her , the feel very comfirm tat coming far and far away with the wind blow in my heart and non-stop turn around and around ...On the 1st day of the open sch , I noe emily bcoz she ask me sumthing about course selection with 2 gal , one of the 2 gal is Sharon and another 1 is Anne....On the time i can no range to close more and more with Sharon , but I still never talk to Sharon bcoz haven noe her on the time , anywhere , i'm so satisfied about tis edi....
following the time , I get her hp nomber in oldtown when my frenz and her frenz yam cha on the leisure time , On the time following , I begin to sms her and call her to king gai to noe more about her and try to close her more and more.....
following the time , I noe more and more about Sharon and close more and more beside of her , but tat time i heard a bad news about her is she is edi got a boy friend about 2 month from Anne , On the time , i really unhapi and sad to hear it , but anywhere , i din't give up myselves and continue following my direction to chase back her....